cops cops and more cops

OK, over the weekend I decided to runaway. It was like 1:30 AM and my parents were looking 4 me. THey called the pigs (cops) and they never found me. So around 5:30-7:00 am I came hom and got my azz whoped. I'm grounded for 30 days to my room. wut a bummer?! LOL. But it was fun. 4 more details just lemme know and I'll tell u.

Get over it

Most modern day psychology, that isn't based on biological principles, believes that mentally healthy individuals focus on the future instead of dwelling in the past. There's no doubt the person we are today isa collection of our past experiences, but the healthy person does not lament over the details of the past (this is the difference between modern psychology and early 1900's psychology, like Freud). Its obvious how there is no benefit in agonizing over the details of the past, such as how your ex- treated you. When you do so you are stealing time away from planning for the future (acting teleological) and there is nothing you can do about the past, what's done is done, so you may as well move on. You may love your childhood dog that died several years ago, but you don't still love that dog, you love your memories of that dog; and to dwell on those memories is not healthy because it is anything but beneficial. This lead me to think about religion. Jesus died thousands of years ago and all these years later people are still focusing on what happened in the past instead of planning for the future. I think there's more to this than first expected. Is it any coincidence that the religious right, the conservatives, are currently denying progress to sciences, such as stem cell research, that may benefit our health in the future? No, its not a coincidence at all, the religious minded have always stood in the way of progress. I am only aware of scientific advances, but I'm sure they halted the betterment of society in other ways because it conflicted with their focus on what happened in the past. For example, the religious order once imprisoned men who claimed the Earth wasround and not flator that the Earth wasn't the center of the universe but the sun was. Instead of investigating these things the religious order simply tried to squash these thoughts in favor of what they believed based on the past. So it would be fair to say that the religious minded do, and have in the past, sacrifice the advancement of society due to their focus on the events and teachings of the past. In conclusion, I guess what I am saying is that religions like Catholicism, that linger on the events of the past instead of acting teleological, are composed of members that may not be mentally healthy, for that reason. So to the Catholics out there I say this: Jesus is dead, get over it.

How to really be a 'big' man!

Now when He [Jesus Christ] had spoken, a Pharisee asked Him to have lunch with him; and He went in, and reclined at the table. And when the Pharisee saw it, he was surprised that He had not first baptized (ceremonially washed) before the meal. But the Lordsaid to him, "Now you Pharisees clean the outside of the cup and of the platter; but your inside is full of robbery and wickedness. You foolish ones, did not He who made the outside make the inside also? But give that which is within as charity, and then all things are clean for you. But woe to you Pharisees! For you pay tithe of mint and rue and every kind of garden herb, and yet disregard justice and the love of God; but these are the things you should have done without neglecting the others. Woe to you Pharisees! For you love the front seats in the synagogues, and the respectful greetings in the market places. Woe to you! For you are like unseen tombs, and thepeople who walk over them are unaware of it." Luke 11:37 - 44 Read the words of the Lord Jesus Christ again. Today is a good day to look at how clean you are inside. When was the last time you gave away the good things inside yourself to others with no expectation? A lot of 'Christians' offer their incense to God (figuratively speaking) by going to church and doing good works but Christ says we must not disregard justice or the love of God either. Justice - Webster's includes these things under 'justice': impartiality, fairness, sound reason, reward as deserved, penalty as deserved, or basically the use of authority or power to uphold what is right. How often are you confronting others with justice? with the love of God? The Lord says not to disregard either. I'm going to think on this scripture as I brush my teeth and head to my pillow and I hope you ask God to show you something in his Word right now too.

DownTown.UpTown.

Downtown was packed with people.. Walking around Eaton Center with Tons of bags requires some patience Candy costs $7.00 Haircut costs $20.00 Clothes are $3948573498579348759857 McDeal $ always the same price ... [ Go get some @Kingston and Lawrence] The Toronto Street Festival only had art.. Are Gothic dolls depicting death...art... Shorts, Skirts, Jeans, Tops, Sunglasses everywhere

summer

OMG! IM SO SO SO SO BORED! i havent updated this thing in 4eva! LOL but ther is nuthin 2 flippin do around here! som person wont call after they said they would 6 DAYZ AGO! but im wantin to go somwer! haha BUT....... TORI NOW U NO HOW I FEEL!! HAHA lol jk chick! Im havin a pretty good summer but i mean i miss everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE U ALL HAVE A GOOD SUMMER!!!

Hey...

Hi Everyone.. it's wut THursday.. and im bored.. i am bout to go to kenzie's house.. yeah!.. and then im goin to the lake with kt...heck yea.. lol ne how... im really bored.. yesterday.. i wrecked kt's 4wheeler and im really sore today.. that sux.. lol but yea im okay.. it just fell on top of me.. lol.. but it was my fault.. soo yea..well school is commin up really quick soo i guess i will see ya all pretty soon.. i'll talk to yall later... peace out.. luv ya lots!!.. ~~MeL~~

my first rejection

Well, I came home today to my first rejection. Bummer. Oh well, it just means that I have to keep submitting to other publishers. Avon books sent me a rejection notice today. I am still waiting for one from Harlequin, and I am anticipating a rejection from them too. Statistically, you have to get 20 rejections before you publish your first book...so...only 19 to go! Woohoo!

Great day, followed by a bad day!

So, I had a great Saturday. At the end of the day I had a total of 1630 calories and I burned around 600-700 by working out. At the gym I started on the treadmill doing a walk/run for 15 minutes. Then I moved on to the eliptical for 30 minutes with a total of 4700 strides. I finished up with 30 minutes of strength training. Yesterday, however...... I came to work with a bag of salad and some salad dessing with well intentions of eating that for lunch and dinner. It did NOT work out that way. When I got to work I seen there was going to be a "buffet". You either bring something to share or you pay $5 to eat. I wasn't going to pay it..... but the idea of tacos sounded so good. I payed and I had eaten over 1200 calories at lunch.... that's when I stopped counting! I'm sure that I ate about 3000 calories for the day.... damn! Today I've been on track. So far I had just over 600 calories, so that leaves 800 for dinner and a snack. I am going to the gym a little later and hopefully do more strides on the eliptical. I think I might add 30 minutes on a stationary bike to burn another 300 calories. Until later, Bye bye!

Mada mada dane yo.......

today wake up so early in the morning to go to stanwell park to visit the beach......too bad.....we can't catch the bus to the train station instead we have to walk to there....so tiring......... The beach view's amazing, can't be compared with wollongong one.really2 nice. Then we went to Helensburgh to go to the zoo named simbio zoo, never touch Koala nor Kanggoroo, their fur really taste nice, feel like touching doll.I really want to hug the Koala, but too bad, it seems like the zoo doesn't provide it......

nm jc

hey waddup i got back from bonnie's house about 15 min. ago it was so much fun we cleaned the house she wasgoing to be moving into (yay!!) i should clean more often JK i'll probably post tomorrow if i'm not busy ttyl muah

confused

i dnt knw wat to do?? im so confused... i cant tell ne1.......... i feel lost and i dnt knw who to trust, who to talk to or wat to do its just gettin to hard for me no one can help me i dnt even knw how to help myself

part 5&6

part 5: ok, 180bing2 ok part 6: ICQemail Thats all ok, ok, & OICQ ok, ~ xxx yes I do no I dont qian2qian2(?)bQian2qian2 Qian2qian2 zhi4zhi4(?) i love you, love you, love yousayonara ok, sirsir sir ok,

Giant lizards, catwomen and aliens, oh my!

Yeah, yeah, I spent money to see Catwoman, but isn't that shame enough without you rubbing it in?!! Anyway, Catwoman sucked (of course), especially when (SPOILERS AHEAD...oh come on, if you give a shit about Catwoman spoilers you've gotta be the most pathetic person on the planet...) the evil villain lady turns out to be invincible because of this toxic makeup that kills people...or, wait... So I rented Godzilla against Mechagodzilla (not to be confused with Godzilla vs. Mechagodzilla or Terror of Mechagodzilla or Godzilla vs. Mechagodzilla II or any of the other five thousand entries that IMDB came up with for a search for "Mechagodzilla"), Catwoman, and Endangered Species last night, and I watched them last night, but I was too tired to write anything about them then. The message being that I may not correctly remember everything about all the silly movies I saw last night, so bear with me and please direct your complaints to the front desk. First up was Godzilla against Mechagodzilla, which is a NEW Godzilla movie wherein Mechagodzilla is a Power Rangerian Uberzord type thing driven by some dead lady who I guess isn't really dead anymore because some stupid cgi'd kitty breathed life back into her or something. Anyway, the whole story is a lot of people in funny helmets sitting around talking with a couple scenes of giant monster fighting, which is actually pretty cool looking. Godzilla movies remind me of those pornos where they try to have a plot to link all the sex together; nobody watches a Godzilla movie to see anything other than giant rubber monsters dancing at each other and crushing little cardboard houses! Come on! Speaking of porn, Catwoman was next on my list, and I was expecting something similar to King Arthur from the way it had been described to me. Of course, that was back in the innocent days of my youth before I had been contaminated and soiled by actually seeing King Arthur, and nothing could ever match that hideous stain on my soul. Not to say that Catwoman wasn't the worst of the three movies, it was. It starts with Halle Berry dead, then she's alive and then she dies again and some guy goes around shooting people in the eyes or something and eventually she finds out that she's catwoman. They start out with it being some split personality thing where she doesn't remember what happened the night before when she was out being catwomaney, but they kinda forget about it or just stop caring or something. Her whole goal in the movie is to stop this evil makeup corporation from releasing their makeup because it's addictive and it gives people leprosy and superpowers, I guess. Then she leads Q squad into battle against godzilla after he's blown up all these cop cars for no reason with some sort of alien grenade gun that blows up cars but just shoots people, and she throws the evil invincible lady down the side of a building and she dies, I guess because she spent a precious few minutes without using makeup. Also, I don't think they ever actually stop the evil makeup corporation from doing anything at all. The end. Finally, Endangered Species, which is a story about how some guy who shoots people is bad and Amin ho-Tep and this smarmy cop guy have to stop them. There's lots of dead nekkid peoples and a random scene with the cop getting beaten at basketball by Kiera's Absolute Zero ray, then there's a bunch of badly done invisible stuff which we're supposed to still think is cool after an hour straight of "Wow...invisible stuff." My favorite scene is when John Rhys-Davies is chasing the good guy (which they didn't know was a good guy because he wasn't yet) and he's basically just running into stuff and knocking people over and destroying buildings and stuff until Mechagodzilla finally shoots him and he wonders off into the sea. And I'd like to end this review by saying that John Rhys-Davies...likes to eat babies...John Rhys-Davies...likes to eat babies. Sadly, I don't remember the rest of the lyrics.